how to study, when mum blasts the tv and everyone in the neighborhood is watching the same channel on tv and counting down to cny and firecrackers are bursting left right and center?
NP is seriously fucked up luh. who the fuck studies for exams during CNY? this is so unavoidable and yes i have to get it over and done with but i just cannot focus :( after memorising so much, i forgot what i learnt the next day. seriously i'm so fucked.
yanti asked to go mos just now and i almost went! luckily i didn't if not i let myself down. i just wish to survive this horrible moment. which i still have to go through for another 4 times?
i need a chill pill
i suddenly miss joses and farid. we used to go out as a threesome. but now they have their own lives and we never watch movies or supper together anymore :(
we won't be seeing much of each other i guess. after my exams, when i'm free-er, he's away on course. all the way to aug, and then he leaves for taiwan. he won't even be there to celebrate my birthday! sigh. what to do. just party the nights away luh HOHO.
sis called just now, says she's goin into hospital on the 8th. doc says her baby not growing anymore so they will inject some stuffs to make her feel pain so that she can pop baby out (IF I HEARD CORRECTLY). and her baby is underweight :( kecian luh my niecey niece.
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR. although i'm not a happy bitch.
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