DIE SEXY

we used to play princesses and wrap ourselves with blankets during bedtime. we were quite close when we were young, damn regret that we slowly drifted and things weren't the same again. why is it that i can get along well with other 24 yr olds but not her? why weren't we like other sisters? all too late now. the 6 year relationship broke down and i was upset for her even though she seemed fine. she doesn't know how much i love her but yes i do, very very much. i miss her now that she's married; i miss sleeping with her in the same room for 20 years. and all those years we didn't even talk to each other, much. she doesn't know anything about me and vice versa. i don't go to her for advice of any sorts. my niece will be born real soon. happy for them both! but seeing her just now makes my heart ache. she still has to stay up so late and worry about stuffs even though she's heavily pregnant. now that she is married, all the more i should appreciate her and cherish her because i only have 1 sister. if i could turn back time i will definitely make amends. for now i just have to break the barrier and start treating her as a close friend...i may not express myself well but i love her and she's the best...