received ayu's reply. expected the worst of the worst. but it was all good. am really2 happy that she 'forgave' me for my stupidity. but when i look at their friendster and her blog, i know that i will never ever fit into their friendship again. they have probably forgotten what we used to do together. they are so happy, now i feel so bad if i suddenly intrude in their lives again. not sure if the other 2 want me back though. everytime i look at their profiles, i feel so fucking hurt and sad. i cry, but can they feel my sadness? apparently not. but i really miss them alot. le sigh.
damn emo today, i dunno why. actually it's been afew days. i'm gonna make myself study and forget every fucking shit.
what the fuck is wrong with me haha.
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